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SUBVERSIVE MISSION
serving as outsiders in a world of need
an excerpt from Craig Greenfield
“It takes a spider to repair its own web.”
–Ancient Khmer Proverb
My phone lights up and pings with a message. I flick my thumb across the screen and an invitation appears. The backlighting on my phone illuminates my face as I read the invitation of a lifetime.
“Brother Craig,” it begins, as so many messages from my friends in India do. Relationships are everything in this part of the world.
“. . . would you come and speak at our upcoming Christian event in Delhi? You would be our keynote speaker. There will be twenty thousand young leaders in attendance. We want you to challenge them to reach out and walk alongside children in their communities. You can really get your Alongsiders message out, Brother!”
Twenty-thousand young leaders! My eyebrows lift, and a whistle of amazement escapes my lips.
For some, public speaking is their worst nightmare. Speaking to twenty thousand young leaders would be daunting for most people—and frankly, it’s daunting for me, too.
But I have been sharing about God’s heart for the poor at conferences, festivals, and churches for years, and an opportunity to spread the vision like this is an amazing dream for me, a chance to use my God-given talents to grow the Alongsiders ministry and reach thousands of children.
I start thinking through logistics and imagining the potential impact. And if I’m honest, I begin to imagine myself on that stage, the audience in rapt attention. Some good photos of the crowds for my social media feed wouldn’t hurt at all. I’m only human.
I press my forefinger on the message until it turns a darker shade, and then I hit the forward button. Before responding, I know that I need to submit the invitation to my mentor and South Indian friend, Paulus.
My connection with India goes way back to my paternal grandparents, who were missionaries in South India for twenty-five years. My father spent his early years in Bangalore. My parents were also missionaries, so I guess you might say that being an outsider working for change in the world runs in my blood.
Paulus has been helping me navigate these types of situations in India for years, and as an outsider, I’m careful to listen to his insider advice. But as I wait for Paulus’ response, my heart begins to sink a little as I anticipate what he will say. I know Paulus well.
His message eventually pops up on my phone. “Brother! Call me when you can.” Relationships are everything in India.
I press video dial with trepidation, and within seconds, I am greeted by Paulus’s smiling face and rich, baritone voice. A Tamil by ethnicity, he has a very dark complexion, and he is wearing his thick, trademark black glasses. They frame the kindest eyes, which shine with spiritual wisdom and friendship.
I want to make sure he understands what this invitation means to me, and so I almost start to say, “This is the invitation of a lifetime, Paulus!” But I hold my tongue and wait for my mentor to speak.
“Ah yes,” he smiles. “I don’t think this is a good opportunity for us, ahhha? This will put a big spotlight on you as a foreigner. If we want this discipleship movement to take off here as a local Indian movement, it would be better for it not to be presented by you. That will send the wrong impression, Craig.”
His words are understated but crystal clear. They immediately remind me of the ancient Khmer proverb, “It takes a spider to repair its own web.” My chest sinks, and I feel my lips curve into a slight frown. I know Paulus is right, but frankly, I’m gutted. After I hang up, I sit for a while, letting the disappointment sink in.
Now, at this point in the story you may be thinking, “Needs are needs. Who cares who meets them? Get out there and make a difference! Seize every opportunity to use your God-given gifts to preach the gospel!”
But what if the greater invitation for many of us in this new era—particularly those of us who have power and privilege—is to use more wisdom in the ways we seek to serve others? I’ve had to learn this lesson the hard way as I have lived for two decades in slums and inner cities and made a lot of mistakes along the way. Though I’ve started ministries around the world, I am still learning.
As a white Westerner, I have always been taught to consider the words I speak on stage as if they stand alone—disembodied—as if I am a neutral messenger bringing the word of God.
After all, it’s not like I would be up there on stage, waving a Union Jack—the flag of India’s former colonial power (and the birthplace of my ancestors). And it’s not like I would be up there flashing wads of cash, implying that by joining this discipleship movement, these poor youth could get connected to overseas money.
But I don’t need those props to send the youth a message about power and outside money. My very presence sends that message all by itself. Though twenty thousand young leaders would hear my words of love and goodwill, those words would be reinterpreted and misunderstood if I were the person delivering them. I knew in my gut that Paulus was right. The leaders would perceive my words as a foreign message, wrapped in a cloak of colonialism and cash.
The next day, I shoot Paulus a message. “You’re absolutely right, Bro. Who else could we get on that stage to communicate the message? Someone local, of course!”
Paulus replies immediately, “I know just the person.”
Have you ever noticed how the things that Satan tempted Jesus with during his forty days in the desert were not in and of themselves inherently evil? Satan tried to goad Jesus into making bread from stones, but there’s nothing particularly bad about bread, is there? Starving people need food, and the world is full of pressing needs. Only a heartless jerk would deny a starving beggar a yummy bread roll.
What about the promise of safety in the hands of angels? That's not evil either! Endangered people need protection. Vulnerable children need people to stand on their side when life is tough. They need someone to get up on a stage somewhere and advocate for their wellbeing.
And what about the opportunity to have the whole world bow before Jesus? That's not evil either. Imagine if people all over the world knew the love of God. Surely anyone pursuing that end, in any manner, is simply doing the work of God?
And yet, we know from this story that the bad guy—Satan himself—was dangling all these good things, these valid and pressing needs, in front of Jesus.
And yet, Jesus still resisted.
He resisted the shortcuts because he knew there was a better way: God’s way, God’s timing. He resisted the shortcuts because the end never, ever justifies the means.
Jesus could have overwhelmed Israel with his power and wonders—a one-man miracle machine. But instead, he chose the slow, difficult route of raising up a community of believers and empowering them to take his message to the world. He sparked a grassroots movement that has stood the test of time.
What if the temptation we face as people with power and privilege in a world of need, is not so much the temptation to pursue evil—rape, murder, or pillaging? Instead, what if our temptation is to pursue good in the wrong way?
This is a temptation I face every day, because as a Western missionary for more than 20 years, I walk the streets with forms of power that many of my Cambodian neighbors don’t have. I receive invitations and open doors that others don’t receive. With that access comes the temptation to be their “savior”, to use my power to create “miracles”, when I’m really called to be something else—something more humble, vulnerable, and much, much better.
This challenge is for all those who serve as outsiders. It’s for anyone who goes into the world seeking to change it while carrying more power than those whom you are trying to reach—whether through a passport or privilege, money or mastery. The simple fact that you have the ability to buy and read a book written in English means you have forms of privilege and power that most people in the world don’t have. And that means this book is for you.
I've lived in slums and inner cities among the poor and marginalized for twenty years. I've led humanitarian organizations, a global missions agency, and now a grassroots youth movement that is truly making the world a more beautiful place. I have held the dying and walked alongside the desperate. My whole life is geared towards seeking change that will make the world a better place for everyone.
And frankly, I'm impatient! I want a better world for my poor neighbors—and I want it sooner rather than later. I want to see more vulnerable children being reached and uplifted. I want bread for the hungry, safety for the endangered, and I long for people to know the boundless love of Jesus.
Yet I've come to understand that there are lots of ways to seek what is good for the world. Over time, I’ve learned that many of the short-term ways I’ve tried to pursue change – such as handing out money or food - have actually resulted in more deeply entrenched systems and structures, which continue to perpetuate poverty and injustice. At times, some of my “great ideas” have actually made things much, much worse, because I’ve been trying to play god in the lives of the poor.
So, if we’re no longer standing center stage as outsiders, giving keynotes to twenty thousand young leaders, how is God calling us to serve in this new era? Didn’t Jesus call us to go out into all the world to make disciples and build his upside-down kingdom? Didn’t God call us to bring good news to the poor, freedom for those in captivity, and comfort to those who mourn?
In Ephesians 4, Paul describes five different types of giftedness for serving God in the world and the church: apostles, prophets, evangelists, shepherds (pastors), and teachers. I believe that these five types continue to provide a promising framework for how we can serve the world even in our post-colonial era, but we need to examine them through different eyes. We can’t simply transplant them into cross-cultural situations that have deeply embedded power dynamics, or we run the risk of disempowering local people.
For example, perhaps you are a gifted pastor or church planter in Portland. Consider that this might not mean you should be a pastor or church planter in Bangalore, India. After all, you will eventually return home, and your foreign ways will be hard to replicate by local people with fewer resources. Perhaps a more effective role would be to come alongside local Indian Christians as a midwife, supporting them as they lead and give birth to what God has already planted in their hearts. So, during the journey to India, the gifted pastor needs to become a midwife.
Or you may be an apostolically gifted entrepreneur in San Francisco. Consider that this might not mean you should initiate new projects among African Americans in inner city Detroit. Perhaps a wiser approach would be to serve as a catalyst, helping local leaders create new initiatives that reflect their own understanding of their local needs so that they will have ownership of them going forward. So sometime during the journey to Detroit, the gifted apostle needs to become a catalyst.
Or perhaps you are a prophetic social justice activist in Toronto. Consider that this might not mean you should lead justice work in Nairobi, Kenya. Perhaps a more helpful role would be to come alongside local activists as an ally, amplifying the voices of those who will continue to live in the local context after the struggle. After all, you can leave at any time, escaping the consequences that local people face after a confrontation. So sometime during the journey to Kenya, the gifted prophet needs to be transformed into an ally.
Each of the five ministry gifts outlined in Ephesians 4—apostle, prophet, evangelist, pastor, and teacher—needs to be reframed for cross-cultural contexts, especially in places of poverty, or where there is a significant power differential. The Fivefold Ministry Types become Missional Types. Otherwise, we run the risk of replacing playing benevolent gods - taking power away from those who need to be inspired to look to Jesus, the one true savior. In every context, we need to ask ourselves whether we are ministering as an insider or an outsider.
In the urban hubs of Asia, the slums of Haiti, the inner cities of North America, and the rural villages of Mexico, those of us who come as outsiders with access to resources tend to hold dramatically more power and money in our hands. We often wield that power in heavy-handed ways, knocking over the carefully laid out banquet set before us by our local friends. This lack of self-awareness leads to the sins of colonialism and the “white savior” label, no matter what color you are.
By rethinking these five roles from Ephesians with a cross-cultural perspective, we retain the original meanings, which were meant for insiders, but in ways that don’t leave us, as outsiders, hogging the limelight.
In place of the traditional translation for Paul’s ministry roles in Ephesians, I propose the following terms for outsiders in a cross-cultural context. These are the five Missional Types: catalyst (for apostle), ally (for prophet), seeker (for evangelist), midwife (for pastor), and guide (for teacher).
As we broaden our thinking about how we might go into the world, we also need to be wise about the minefields that we’ll be crossing so that we can avoid making the same missteps as those who have gone before us. Not doing so would be a tragic irony. When it comes to vulnerable people’s lives, our good intentions do not matter as much as the eventual outcomes.
Rethinking these roles in our own contexts will require some serious self-reflection. So, as I outline these five new ways of engaging with the world as outsiders, I’ll also identify five major dangers that we urgently need to address: power, complicity, secularism, money, and individualism. Each of these corresponds loosely to one of the fivefold Missional Types, though we can all fall prey to any of these dangers because they come with the territory of ministering as outsiders. The following is a description of each of the five types.
Catalyst (Outsider) / Apostle (Insider)
Catalysts are wired as pioneers for the kingdom, not just the church. In their commitment to God’s people around the world, they are self-disciplined and mature enough to say, not “my kingdom,” but “your kingdom come, Lord.” Catalysts refuse to build their own empire, but seek to help spark something new in partnership with those insider apostles who will lead the movement going forward. By nature, they are future-oriented and want to work with local people in new and uncharted contexts.
Ally (Outsider) / Prophet (Insider)
Allies know God’s heart for the marginalized, and so they seek to come alongside and use their privilege to amplify voices that are struggling to be heard. They care deeply about justice and mercy and are bold enough to speak truth to power in situations of injustice. As outsiders, they are uniquely positioned to question the status quo and call the global community toward God’s kingdom on earth, using their privilege (access, training, and resources) to support the causes championed by local prophets.
Seeker (Outsider) / Evangelist (Insider)
Seekers search for cultural touchpoints as a way of bridging the universal truth of the gospel with local understanding. They are enthusiasts for contextualization, storytelling, and creativity. As outsiders, they arrive as students of language and culture and are more likely to ask questions than offer answers. They work with insider evangelists to understand and communicate what the kingdom of God looks like in each new context.
Midwife (Outsider) / Pastor (Insider)
Midwives are pastorally gifted leaders who nurture and protect the people of God, helping insider pastors birth, shepherd, and care for communities of faith. As outsiders, they are passionate about cultivating the local church and developing disciples without needing to be in the limelight. They are careful to use church planting approaches that can be replicated without outside resources.
Guide (Outsider) / Teacher (Insider)
Guides are gifted teachers who can not only understand and explain truth, but guide local people to discover the truth for themselves. Guides communicate God’s wisdom in all kinds of ways as they help local people discern God’s will. Rather than offering pre-packaged answers, guides creatively help people work together to discover solutions for themselves.
Each of us will find ourselves inhabiting different Missional Types at different times and in different situations. So, don’t skip to the chapter you think most applies to you. If you do that, the unfolding story won’t make sense, and you’ll miss valuable information. Instead, engage with each posture as I’ve had to do, working outside my comfort zone in places of great need.
This book is the story of my own experiments—and failures—as I have tried to grapple with my place in the world and embrace the gifts God has given me. Too often, I have come in as an outsider and taken over from insiders. Too often, I have blundered ahead and trampled on people’s toes. Too often, I have failed to empower those on the inside of a local culture. I hope you can learn from my mistakes as the story unfolds.
This book is for every person who has a passionate longing to see God’s love change the world, but a distaste for the negative baggage of traditional colonial missions. It is for every globally minded follower of Jesus who recognizes that the world doesn’t need more “white saviors” – or saviors of any color, but it also doesn’t need more apathetic or disengaged Christians. It is for those who know that our guilt and tears, our “thoughts and prayers,” mean nothing to the poor and marginalized in the majority world, unless they are matched with action.
As followers of Jesus, we are all called to be ready to follow Jesus to the ends of the earth right where we are—from Vancouver to Nairobi, from inner-city Chicago to Phnom Penh. This is an invitation for each of us to wake up and start acknowledging our weaknesses and humbly composting our crap so that it can enrich the earth wherever we are.
The world needs each of us, but we can’t afford to isolate ourselves any longer. Before we head out to change the world, we must first be honest about the power we’re carrying. As I share my journey, with all its flaws and mess-ups, I hope you will join me in seeking a better way, a more beautiful vision for how we can all bear the light we have been given into the world.
If you’d like to read more, order the book here. It comes out November 1st.
By the way, all profits go to support vulnerable children in Cambodia so if you can afford it, go ahead and buy an extra one for someone else.
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